been feeling a bit down lately. shouldn't be. I get p----- every night, I've bought the new bmi 14.0 blonde, and I've nearly finished paying for my ecocybertine. (the eco's pretty cool coz its got to compete with other companies, but for some reason the map service is s---!) so I go to the doctor. some f---- p----i, of course, putting another brit on the dole. reads me a list of questions. do I have trouble sleeping? yes. do I feel unmotivated? yes. do I have difficulty thinking and being creative? yes. then he asks has anything unusual happened to me lately? not really. I went on strike coz I can barely afford the rent. I had to get a third job delivering stuff for a drugs company. its stressful and boring and I hate my boss, but that's life innit. so he concludes the problem is with my brain chemistry. apparently it needs squarer toning. he prescribes these pills to level me out, and make me tolerate life. weird thing is, they're made by the same company that's just employed me!